Here's the thing...

I can be such a fraud.  Those who know me best, have known this for some time.  I play the brave soul and act like I'm not moved by certain realities but the truth is there if you look hard enough.  I can play the martyr and the victim and the fool but it never feels quite right.  A week from today, I'll mostly likely play all three as I let yet another young man most likely trick me into believing that I'm just giving a girl that means nothing to him a tour of my workplace.  Graham Greene said it best when he talked about Trust.  Maybe me and Henry Miller have more in common than I ever imagined.  Henry Miller and I.  But what do the rules really mean when you're spiraling into the dark again.  Yes Anais, you should laugh. This is not that serious.