I can be such a fraud. Those who know me best, have known this for some time. I play the brave soul and act like I'm not moved by certain realities but the truth is there if you look hard enough. I can play the martyr and the victim and the fool but it never feels quite right. A week from today, I'll mostly likely play all three as I let yet another young man most likely trick me into believing that I'm just giving a girl that means nothing to him a tour of my workplace. Graham Greene said it best when he talked about Trust. Maybe me and Henry Miller have more in common than I ever imagined. Henry Miller and I. But what do the rules really mean when you're spiraling into the dark again. Yes Anais, you should laugh. This is not that serious.